Saturday, February 25, 2006
real love
with half a wink he looked at me and asked are you some kind of freak, i smiled back and said no, i just think your vibe is kinda deep,the moon hung over soho and i counted 16 stars... i pointed to the brightest one and said now that ones ours...
i want that person that i want nothing more that to chill with, to cuddle with and that i know that when and if we fight, we'll still love eachother in the morning... is it just me. but i want that starbust kinda love... pure stupid,wicked, crazy perfection...the thing called love!
Besos
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;12:40 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
wink and a smile
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
FAVE SONG RIGHT NOW: PERFECT DAY by KELIS
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;10:18 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
oh my lanta
so i really don't know if my viva la cuba trip is going to happen. i had the worst nightmare ever. to be stuck withsome you can't stand most of the time is just a horrible idea. i mean a really really horrible idea. Right? Crystal B most of the time pisses me off, and i mean i really really wanted to see if we could be friends but now io just dont lknow. I mean If i wanna go to the beach or if i wanna go horse back riding is she acutally gonna weant to come? will she understand that i like my alone time? or worse, will she totally skank out on this trip, grossing me out to the max? all possibilities that scare me. cause i wont deal with skanky friends here on Toronto, why would i deal with that overseas? Ahhhhhh i wish Taroon and pink were coming! (=
FAVE SONG RIGHT NOW: DANDELION by NICOLE RICHIE
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;2:33 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
light my fire
work, work, work... can sometimes be really fun. especially when you finally know the deal with everyone. *note to peeps, never be so friendly that people will use it against you. i've found myself in that situation, to the point where they don't hide it anymore. cause of course i'll always cover for peeps, well not anymore.. thats they whole adulthood thing, comming out in me. All 5'4 inches of me, says BAHUMBUG to them that like to take advantage...
so hands down i rememebr why i like surrounding myself with guys and ffriends. its cause they totally kick ass.[and their hott too] Taroon kicks ass, that kid rocks my working world. Much love to Taroon & Pink! (=
FAVE SONG RIGHT NOW: BELIEVE ME by FORT MINOR
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;7:53 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
viva la cuba
so its pushy yes, but come on its cuba. my friend jen-jen's mother is getting remarried in cuba, and i'm pretty much tagging along. does it matter that i'm so not family, not really. i've been dreaming abut cuba for like ever. im gonna see everything and the bestest part of it is that there is afamily for protection you know in case anything happens. viva la cuba folks... and viva la thursday...
there must have been something in the air because we were loopy. you know your gone when you hear papa smurf say superstar, and little elves running around the building, and i swear thats without any puff puff action. maybe i was just working too many hours or maybe i'm just nuts... anywheich way thursday was cool... oh and i met Taroons gf...[pink] shes cool peeps...
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;10:45 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
can i have it like that?
so in the days of my life, i did head back to the airport after mid quitting ... and i'm still loving my job working with the youths at the womens shelter. i finally got my apology which was needed cause again i'm not into taking crap from anyone. i am teh first to admit if i'm wrong, but God help you if i know i'm right! (=
That aside, can i tell you , how much fun it is working their. i love my workmates. especially chris, hes the cutest pumpkin like ever. amd most importantly i love the hugs. He's hands down the bestest hugger. Is it cause he looks a little like george clooney, or cause you just know [mind slowly wanders ino the gutter] We're are all borderline freaks, LOL...
Anypooh, my nickname of the day was nips [which i'm oddly proud of] that being 'cause i suffer from nippleitis [peekaboo nipple syndrome]... Crystal B, [not freackled alien] is convinced i can cut glass with those suckers, which again i find funny, but hey when your working 10 hours with peeps, you tend to cross that P. O .N. R! We're all clearly over the uncomfy stage and now we're into the, "hey look at my new tinkerbell underoos" which rock, i want a pair! where'd you get 'em?
I love my life, i must say... its B A N A N A S! (=
FAVE SONG OF THE DAY: DANCE DANCE by FALLOUT BOY
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;2:53 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
someday we'll know
someday we'll know, if love can move a mountain,
someday we'll know, why the sky is blue,
someday we'll know, why i wan't meant for you...
Someday we'll know, why sampson loved delilah,
Someday i'll go, dancing on the moon
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, to watch the stars crash into the sea
If i could ask God just one question: Why aren't you here with me?
someday i'll know, if love can move a mountain,
someday i'll know, why the sky is blue,
someday we'll know, why i wan't meant for you...
One day i'll go, dancing on the moon
ONE DAY YOU'LL KNOW THAT I WAS THE ONE FOR YOU!
FAVE SONG RIGHT NOW: SO SICK [OF LOVE SONGS] by NE YO
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;6:58 AM
Conversations with myself
kosi: my feet hurt
kosi: wow, mine too!
Kosi: weird.
Kosi: lets go shopping
Kosi: for books, shoes, bags, Cd's, Dvd's and BoysBoysBoys???
Kosi: all of the above
Kosi: hurray!
Kosi: WORD
Fave song right now: EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD by: TEARS FOR FEARS
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;4:33 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
you make me wanna lala
hotties of hotties that have molded my week knees, from slash (gnr), t omy love lenny kravitz, to chocolate love taye diggs, my late river phoenix, jeremy sisto and many more. sothing about the tortured, soul of gold boy that drove me right to jason. every girl should find that one person that makes them smile from the inside out. and when you find em girlies hold on for dear life!
bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, wanna come with me? someday we'll know if love can move a mountain, someday we'll know why the sky is blue, one day i'll go dancing on the moon. Somday i'll see what you saw in me!
[you know who you are] [wink and a smile]
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;6:02 AM
trackback to T.G.I.F
*** I'm apparently an "asset to the team" and my district manager begged me to come back to work. And i said yes, with a bump in salary...WORD!
this is totally my year to overcome. AMENAMENAMEN
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;3:14 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
T.G.I.F
So its Friday and i'm fresh off quitting my job. Little known fact abou tme,
I DON"T TAKE CRAP from people. especially when i've been raised from a no crap mother and father. i'm not rich but i'm lucky enough to have had parents who've strived and shown my sibs that you can come from nothing and be something.my father come here and put himself though mcGill University in quebec and my mommy went to vanier and then opened up her own interior decorating store [yay mom] so i must say i have some big shoes to fill.
i mean i wasn't even working in my field and the money wasn't great. it was about being confortable. and sometimes the best way to get to where you dream of is it break out of your confort zone and actually strive to get their.
that said its kinda cool to know i can always fall back and work for my mommy in her store, or get a gov't job from my dad[ which is the plan for this summer] EDMONTON here i come WOOOT!
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;2:29 PM
glamor and glitter fashion & fame
all things nostalgic have been paying around in my dreams. remembering my first kiss [justin west] outside our apartment building in the secret hideout; paper dolls, secret love letters to [jeff araujo] which he found lol, the love of all girls 12 or 13 years old [Kevin Morrison] the twins [David and Victor], [frenchie Scott] and [Astor Ingelton]...
Nothing sweeter than growing up in the 'burbs. I swear! its innocence as best. I kinda feel sorry for the chickas of today cause i dont see them havin as much fun as we did. I mean my bestest and i travelled and knew the whole of downtown T.O when we were 14... and Guvernment and 108 was our playzone, so it only makes sence that travel is what we're inot now. i mean i think we kinda peek'd to early. But if u ask me, would i change anything, in a word N O P E!
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;12:53 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
so maybe the song isn't about me
todays the day, yep. i finally listened to the whole B.Y.O.B song, andcan i say it faked me out totally. i love the chorus, it pulls you in and then the weird metal stuff comes and ruins the whole song. its just no fair!
more to come...
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;1:20 AM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
never can say goodbye
alright, on the heels of my happy Matrin Luther King jr day announcement, we as black peeps have lost another shining star in the night sky. CORETTA SCOTT KING wife to Martin Luther king Jr, died today and i am at a loss for more than just words.
i am sad, but not just for the lost of life, i am sad because who will carry on thr torch. who will see the light and keep up the fight. who will recognise that all our ancestors have faught, with blood and tears for us. who will not throw their futures away. i am glad that even though i'm from a divorced home my parents instilled a fight in my brothes, half sister and i.
i am proud that and education was key and still is key, i am proud that they raised us to be owners not renters, to be employers not to be employed, to dream outside the box. i too wish for that day that martin luther king and coretta scott king invisioned. i too long for that peace, and i hope and pray that we can get there here on earth, just like i imagen it is in h e a v e n.
BESOS/SNOOGINS;
time;2:25 AM